Continued TTC Journey....

Hi all..

how's your MCO? I pretty much enjoy working from home..it's like bangun tido dengan mata half open terus ke working table, on the laptop and let your Microsoft Teams online first, then mandi, blow my hair, wear the simplest outfit (shirt with short pants haha) and sit in front of the laptop to start the work...yeayyy..no TRAFFIC JAM!

But deep inside, I pray hard that the Covid-19 will disappear very quickly and we are all can roaming freely to any places that we would want to go..stay at home okay #kitajagakita #dudukrumah and lets flatten the curve!

ok back to the topic, remember last time I did consume Clomid, so berjaya tak?

I do not know what to say haha. Today my period has been delayed for almost 17 days and officially I have no menses in March. As of my Flo app, it's been 46 CD from my previous period date and I still don't have my menses. Mula-mula tu macam excited sebab dengan stomach a bit bloated, so I did the pregnancy test on 7th day delayed - negative..tried again on 14th day delayed - still negative..so last Monday on 30th March, I've decided to see my gynae Dr Aziz from Prince Court 

Hasil pemeriksaan via scan, no cyst and nothing abnormal...he told me I will probably get my menses a little bit later sebab rahim dah tebal..so yeah just wait and see

Anyhow its weird if Clomid did cause haywire to my menses cycle since I used to have a regular period every month with cycle average 28 days...aduuhaii

I'll update again later...I didn't hope for a miracle, at least I hope to get a regular menses back

Till then, byeeee, xoxo

TTC Journey : Part 1

Hi

I am 34 this year and my first born child already 8 years old. After gave birth to him ada la terniat untuk jarakkkan pregnancy ke-2 since me and my hubby quite struggle untuk bahagikan masa in between works and taking care of him..tambah pulak anak I ada colic (sawan tangis) during earlier months so lagi la macam stress

But after 4 years, baru start terfikir to add family members and kitorang just try natural way since I assume I can have my first pregnancy without any issue so why not the second kan (riak sangat huhu)
Unfortunately, still tak membuahkan hasil. Macam-macam petua dah dicuba and semua test me and my hubby dah pegi buat..both of us are fine and should have no problem to have 2nd baby..itulah yang orang kata, kuasa Allah. Kalau Dia nak bagi, memang Dia bagi..tapi kalau takde rezeki juga, janganla berputus harap and keep on trying and praying!

I agak terkesan dengan rintihan si anak yang boring dekat rumah takde kawan and sampai propose dekat I macam ni :

" Mama, nanti bila dah tua, mama dengan papa pindahla dok umah Umi. Ada ramai orang, syok sikit"

Umi is referring to his babysitter yang jaga dia since baby like her own son.

Dalam hati rasa nak menangis tak berlagu...pity you baby. I can see he struggle jugak to make friends everytime I bawak pegi taman or mandi pool dekat hotel / area condo sebab most of them dah ada adik beradik sendiri..dia je sorang2 kena try to mingle but luckily my boy senang make friends walaupun mula-mula always malu malu kucing haha

So, this February 2020, sampai seru untuk mencuba 1st alternative : trying with ubat kesuburan (Clomid). I try pegi Klinik Keluarga Dahlia area Bandar Baru Selayang and the lady Dr was so nice to explain in detail about the medicine and also gave some tips and petua

Now is my Day 2 period and my Day 1st to consume Clomid. She prescribed me a 50mg Clomid to be consumed 2x a day for 5 days duration.

Hope for the best dengan izin Allah... amiin

Will update here if it success or else will continue with other alternatives...keep praying and wish doa's from all of you

January Baby

I have a mixed feeling when it comes to January..

In January 2012, I've got a good news pregnantkan Aqeil...such a lovely birthday to have this tiny creature inside my womb

In January 2017, again another good news received selepas bertahun trying to conceive for another baby. Unfortunately, it didnt last longer - only up to 6 weeks. My 1st miscarriage tssskk

In January 2019, i've undergo a minor laparoscopy surgery to remove a cyst..then I suffer from anxiety due to personal problems and my health was affected as well.

Too bad, the anxiety have changed me 360 deg. I change my personality..I change my behavior towards people..It's too sad to realize that it wasnt you after all...

Love yourself before you love others

Orchid Fun Run : Keep Fit Baby !

Dulu tak pernah terfikir nak join run event sebab selalu worried lutut I sakit. Lama kelamaan, mula rasa macam I should give a try and patutnya overcome the pain dengan keep moving. So incik hubby awal2 lagi dah register kan kami join Orchid Run yang sposnsored by Petronas so senang la nak dapat tiket hihi

On the event day, kami park kereta area Kampung Baru and pegi KLCC via LRT..its Sunday and also a car free morning in KL

sambil jalan sambil sempat nak pose..padahal dah lambat jugak sebenarnya

 

 

This is how 5km finisher looks like hahaha...fat burn = fat gain so 2 x 5

 

Lutut i sangat cemerlang sampai berjaya complete 5km without any pain...I am so glad!

Sebelum Orchid Run, kitorang ada join another run event organized by UIA students...held at Taman Layang Layang Kepong. Since Aqeil ada Kem Solat di sekolah that saturday, me and hubby je lah yang join berdua

 

Afgan Concert : Fall in Love !

The concert was held back then in October 2019. This was my 1st concert I ever attended sebab sebelum ni tak kuasa nak melabur duit pegi concert haha

 

I feel sangat relieved, calm and enjoy the concert since dari zaman univ lagi minat Afgan...

 

The price was RM 299 (Silver seat) per pax nun jauh jugak ke belakang tapi takpe motif nak fefiling layan lagu Afgan tepi hubby haha

 

 

 

overall, 100% satisfied. Rasa menyesal pulak missed his earlier performance dekat Malaysian Philharmonic..mesti sound dia lagi gempak



It's Osaka (Day 4) - Shinsaibashi Street

It's a free and easy day..memang kitorang spend a day round-round along Shinsaibashi Street untuk shopping sikit..cuci mata sikit..arini juga check in hotel Zen Centurion sebelum nak fly balik Malaysia the next day

 

 

 

interior dalam..masih sempit ya boleh berlaga bontot haha harga macam ni dekat KL boleh stay Le Meridien Putrajaya *tskkk

 

entah mane la depa jumpa tempat memancing indoor ni sepanjang celah-celah kedai haha

 

 he didnt catch any..but ada uncle tu kesian kat dia takut frustrated so uncle tu bagi la dia pegang yang uncle tu dah catch earlier hihi...semua ikan yang berjaya dipancing wajib kena lepas dalam kolam tu balik..its not free ya..ada fee kena bayar tapi I tak ingat

 

 

then shopping adidas sneakers...I got mine ada glitter at the back sooo cute haha

 

we choose this restaurant for our lunch

 

ada tempat untuk solat

 

and tempat ambil wuduk

 

dah kenyang perut, then kita sambung lagi round-round

 

 

bersepah kedai macam ni and I was so scared - Aqeil so addicted to this and yeah..kat sini jugak duit I mostly habis

crab leg yang dipanggang...agak expensive jugak sebenarnya tapi Aqeil penggemar setia

sempat jugak usha jam G-shock / Baby-G...since I tak pakai jam so agak tidak pandai nak kesan mana satu latest edition hihi

 

the end of the day....and esok nya fly back to Malaysia

 

We have made it to Japan and succesfully completed the trip!

It's Osaka : Day 3 - Universal Studio Japan

Its a happy day - regardless you are a kid or and adult hihi

 

We are going to Universal Studio Japan yeay!

 

sorry gelak macam tak siap hahaha

 

since theme Halloween, memang akan jumpa orang ni yang akan bagi free candies

 

banyak jugak ride yang kami dapat naik walaupun manusia ramai betol

 

macam2 costume depa pakai and I think this Universal Studio yang paling colorful I pernah singgah...semua pakai diff costume..ada bunny..ada zombie..siap props complete

 

 

nak jugak try haha..tak beli pun

 

tak lama pun stay dalam Universal Studio, lepas tu kitorang gerak balik Osaka and round-round area Shinsaibashi Street

 

memang today dedicated for Universal Studio